Post by leftmostgalaxy on Feb 1, 2015 6:34:26 GMT -5
Omg i dont know how or where to begin as i have way too many to talk aboutbut i am so frazzled due to the nature of my abduction has shifted back from so acustom its almost normal to BACK TO CHILDHOOD WHEN I WOULD CREAT A FORTRESS OUT OF MY ROOM WHEN I WAS SO TERRORFIED I WOULD TAC SHEET TO THE COMPLETE PORIMITOR OF MY ROOM CLOTHSE PIN THEM TO BLANKETAS AND KEEP MY LIL TV ON ALL NIGHT OR WALK THE PERRIMITOR OF THE OUSE ALL NIGHT ALL LIGHT ON UNTILL ID BE SO TIRED MOM WOULD FIND SLEEPING STANDING UP THINKING IF I DIDNT STAND STILL SOMEHOW THEY WOULDNT GET ME OONE BELIEVED ME HOW WHEN THE MOSTERS WHERE NEAR ME THE DARK WASNT JUST DARK IT WAS THE DEAPEST DARKNESS EVER THAT U LOSE SENSE OF EVERYTHING. THOUGH I HAVE BEEN TAKEN UNCOUNTABLE TIMES IN RECENT MONTHS I HAVENT BEEN THE FRIGHTENED SENSE I WAS IN BIOFEEDBACK AS A KID THE DAK IS BACK WITH THEM I WAS MARKED UP BURNNED WHERE AND IMPLANT WAS TAKEN OUT IN 93 I FEEL PAIN BUT SCAREIEST OF ALL I AWOKE NAKED FROM WAIST DOWN ON PORCH OF MY APT LOCKED OUT AT 3@IN MORNING WEAK AND TRAUMATIZED HAD TO BR W AK IN BATHROOM TO GET IN MY HOUSE I HAVE A UPSIDE DOWN TRIANGLE BLISTER ON MY THIGH IN THE FRONT AND BACK AS IF I WAS RUN THRU WITH A POKER THREE BLUE DOT ON SHOULDER BLADE AND. A SYMBOL WAS ON MY FORHEAD BUT WE COULDNT GET IT TO SHOW ON CAMERA , I KNOW MY 7YR OLD IS BEEING TAKEN AND IT HURTS AND TERRIFIES ME EVEN MORE FEELING HOPELESS AND HELPLESS I HAVE NOT FELT THIS FEAR SENSE I WAS TEN AD ALTHOUGH I KNOW THE STAR TEAM HAS MY BACK I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO TROUBLE ANYONE AT THIS LATE HOUR. BUT HAD TO SPEAK ABOUT IT NOW IM SO SCARED FOR MY KIDS NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO EXPERIENCE THIS KINDA TERROR LET ALONE AN INNOCENT CHILD. I. SO SPENT BUT REFUSE O LAY STILL FEEL LIKE I NEED TO BE WATCHING THEM AS THE SLEEP SO THEY ARE SAFE EVENTHOUGH I KNOW I HAVE NO POWER OVER ANYTHING OR PROCESS MY THOUGHTS DUE TO WUT JUST HAPPENED I JUST KNOW I DO ANYTHING TO PREVENT THEM HAVING TO SUFFER THE FEELINGS AND TORMENT I HAD TO ALONE AS A KID + MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF US ON THIS PLANET AND BEYOND MY Appologies i just have no clue how to put into word the rest out wut happenedto me tonight just had to say it somehow and where is safer then here if not able to with starteam rt now
Namaste and may god keep you safe and bless u and yours q
Namaste and may god keep you safe and bless u and yours q