Post by steve223 on May 12, 2018 1:21:35 GMT -5
I have been taken by malevolent ETs twice in the past, and it hasn't been something that's happened recently. However, the terrifying experiments traumatized me a bit. I am now an adult, and I am a second-degree black belt. I am very well-versed in self-defense. While I am not currently going to martial arts classes, I won the majority of my matches when I was going. It's been a while since I went. Anyways, due to my quickness and training, I have won matches against those who weren't well-trained the vast majority of the time......... even if they were physically significantly larger than me. I am around 5'9", but a lot of the time I have won against people who were six inches taller and athletically built, due to my speed and training. This is not to brag, and I am not a violent person. In fact, I feel strongly that the use of physical violence is only acceptable when one needs to defend oneself and never for any other reason. If these negative and dangerous ETs return though, I just want to be rid of them and scare them off. I often cannot sleep at night due to my fear of these creatures returning. It happened when I was a kid, but I feel they could return. I also feel like there has been some weird telepathic stuff going on, but I cannot prove it of course. Just a strong suspicion, as I get weird occurrences at night a lot. I am thinking that perhaps even though I am obviously no match for a technologically advanced race that is toying with humanity, perhaps if they ever were to return and I used my martial arts skills to physically resist abduction......... they would simply choose to "pick on someone smaller". To the evil ETs, I get that we are nothing more than lab rats. But if I ran a lab and had lab rats, my logic is that I would likely try to minimize my contact with the rats that ravenously bit and had great skill in doing so and would prefer to pick up the lab rats that weren't trained to bite the living hell out of my finger. Sorry if this is a bit off base, and perhaps I just need to accept that these horrid entities could return at any time and do what they want with me and there is nothing I can do. But that thought sends a shock of horror through my core every night, and I cannot sleep. My experiences with these horrid creatures has scared me beyond words, and it keeps me from sleeping well at night. Just so you know, the entities that took me when this occurred were brownish gray. I believe they were Orionids. If they return, should I physically fight them? Or will this result in an even more terrifying abduction for me and serve no purpose and I just have to "allow" these horrid creatures to do whatever they want with me? I feel like I am being personally targeted by these creatures for some reason. Who the hell knows why, but apparently they are because they got me TWICE when I was younger....... and the telepathic stuff happens a lot.