Post by cowgirl on Dec 19, 2011 13:08:35 GMT -5
This happened to me between the ages of maybe 2 or 3 to 5 years old. I was sharing a bed with my sister who was one year older than me. Once she left the bed to get to my parent's room to get in bed with them, I would be abducted. I remember being returned only. I would free fall for a very long time and sometimes, I would spin before coming to rest on my bed. I was then able to jump up and run to join my sister in my parent's bed. I would jump on them and frantically get in the middle and hide under the sheets. No one ever stirred, no matter how violently I jumped on them. This happened to me maybe 6 times and then, once we moved, only once more. I remember being so angry- at age 5- that they had found me. I remember saying, NO MORE. That was the last time I was taken.
I have had many instances in my adulthood of being aware and paralyzed just before dawn.
In 1998, I was staying with a friend and her family and had a horrific dream. I remember running outside and everyone was looking up at the night sky. There were thousands of UFOs in the air, round lights both large and small, and thousands more joining them. All we could do was just stare in shock. There was no noise. Nothing. Just a quiet acceptance of surrender. I was troubled by that dream for years. It still haunts me today if I think about it.
I have a punch mark taken out of my upper arm on the inside. Do not know where it came from. It is a perfect circle and hollow in the middle.
Saw a UFO this past summer maybe a hundred yards away. A light was dispatched from it and was coming directly to me. I ran in fear and made it to the house. I experienced such terror I couldn't look up for two weeks for fear of seeing it again. About a month later, driving down the road along the way the UFO came, a word came into my mind. Inventory. I stopped the car and could only shake. I don't know why or where it came from but knew it had something to do with my sighting.
Since being very young, I have had too many experiences of knowlege of the future. I have seen dams break, airplanes crash and other natural disasters before they happened. I have had 'warnings' to avoid situations, more like overwhelming feelings really. There has been some telekinetic activity where windows fly open, cabinets open as I reach them and most recently, a stuffed animal was thrown at me from 5 feet away. Since around the age of 7 or 8, I always knew who was calling when the phone rang but that has faded recently. Also, I feel others' emotions such as heartbreak and sorrow and have almost doubled over with pain when those emotions rise in another person close by.
I don't know what all this means. I do try to not think about it. And I am still scared to look up in the sky sometimes.
This is my first post on the new forum. I don't want to talk to anyone. I guess I am hoping someone else has experienced something similar so I won't feel so burdened with this. I haven't told anyone about what happened to me when I was a child. Almost as if I knew not to- and I cannot believe that any young child has that filter unless it was put there. I have always felt like I was much older than I actually am.
I have had many instances in my adulthood of being aware and paralyzed just before dawn.
In 1998, I was staying with a friend and her family and had a horrific dream. I remember running outside and everyone was looking up at the night sky. There were thousands of UFOs in the air, round lights both large and small, and thousands more joining them. All we could do was just stare in shock. There was no noise. Nothing. Just a quiet acceptance of surrender. I was troubled by that dream for years. It still haunts me today if I think about it.
I have a punch mark taken out of my upper arm on the inside. Do not know where it came from. It is a perfect circle and hollow in the middle.
Saw a UFO this past summer maybe a hundred yards away. A light was dispatched from it and was coming directly to me. I ran in fear and made it to the house. I experienced such terror I couldn't look up for two weeks for fear of seeing it again. About a month later, driving down the road along the way the UFO came, a word came into my mind. Inventory. I stopped the car and could only shake. I don't know why or where it came from but knew it had something to do with my sighting.
Since being very young, I have had too many experiences of knowlege of the future. I have seen dams break, airplanes crash and other natural disasters before they happened. I have had 'warnings' to avoid situations, more like overwhelming feelings really. There has been some telekinetic activity where windows fly open, cabinets open as I reach them and most recently, a stuffed animal was thrown at me from 5 feet away. Since around the age of 7 or 8, I always knew who was calling when the phone rang but that has faded recently. Also, I feel others' emotions such as heartbreak and sorrow and have almost doubled over with pain when those emotions rise in another person close by.
I don't know what all this means. I do try to not think about it. And I am still scared to look up in the sky sometimes.
This is my first post on the new forum. I don't want to talk to anyone. I guess I am hoping someone else has experienced something similar so I won't feel so burdened with this. I haven't told anyone about what happened to me when I was a child. Almost as if I knew not to- and I cannot believe that any young child has that filter unless it was put there. I have always felt like I was much older than I actually am.
