Post by jlowe on Sept 17, 2012 22:40:49 GMT -5
Before I tell my story, here is a little bit about myself. My name is Jenny Lowe. I am 32 years old, I live in Houston, Texas. I am the single mom of a teenage boy. I work as a production planner for a steel conversion plant and I am also an artist. I enjoy painting, playing on the Internet, reading, playing with my pets and watching paranormal shows on TV.
I am very excited to be here! I am looking forward to discussing the UFO subject with other believers. You all know the helplessness and feeling of powerlessness when you are trying to tell a skeptic your story and you can tell they don't believe you.
When I was a little girl, I had an experience I will never forget. I even carry a scar. Now, I do not believe I was 'abducted'.....not that I am aware however. I do believe I was visited in my bedroom late at night.
I was about 9 years old. (Now I personally believe they frequently choose children over adults to study because we are not likely to be believed if we told someone and are easier to subdue)
Several things happened...the first few things I am not sure they occurred on the same night or not. First I remember 2 different times waking up to my bed being shaken...like someone was trying to see if I was truly sound asleep or not.
2Secondly, I remember lying in bed at night with my eyes closed awake daydreaming about a boy I liked at school, and I was imaging myself talking to him....and all of a sudden....another voice spoke OVER my voice in my MIND. It was like.....close your eyes and imagine you are talking to someone, now imagine someone inter ups you.....I heard this voice with my mind and not my ears. It wasn't really a voice, but more like a brief sound...but it was enough to make me freeze and listen. but the sensation of hearing something with your mind and not my ears was weird.
next, I was sound asleep and something made a very loud noise in my ear (not my mind...regular hearing with my ears), at first I thought my brother yelled in my ear. I sat up, my room was quiet, my brother snoring in the next room, the middle of the night....nothing.
Now I know the loud noise in my ear happened for sure on the same night when I actually saw this thing.
Let me pause to say that while I always remembered these incidents, they happened when I was young and I didn't put all the incidents together until much later. I realized they were all connected. Also, I didn't realize the great significance of my experience until I heard someone else on TV describe her experience and there were disturbing similarities.
Moving on....I woke up in the middle of the night. It was silent in my room. I lie in bed wondering what woke me up. I realize that my night gown and my comforter were white instead of the girly pattern of .....pastel carebears or unicorns or whatever design I had at the time....I am looking at my gown and my bedclothes, they are white. But....I hold them up to my eyes and I see that they are not white, if I look close, I can see the faint designs on them. I realize this is because of the light in my room.
I began to be aware of a glow in my room. It was sort of like a black light, but not so intense. It was a dull blueish color and the air was heavy. It was a strange sensation.
I am still examining my gown (unmoving in the bed) and I see my comforter is pulled down a little by my feet. My eyes immediately go to it and I freeze. My feet were not moving at all, I was not moving at all when this happened. I shut my eyes, scared. I open them again and in this blue glow in my room, I realize there is movement. My eyes are looking to the left and I realize there is a...being...or figure of some sort on my right by my feet sort of leaning over my bed. Out of the corner of my eyes, I see that it is slowly moving backwards. Its hands had been reaching over my bed, and this figure still has its hands stretched out...but I got the impression that it had froze too when it realized I was awake. It is very slowly moving backwards....sort of like....If I move slowly, maybe she wont see me.
I know I must look at it. I slowly am rolling my eyes over to it, dreading what I will see but unable to stop myself. Soon as I see its hands and arms, I shut my eyes. I wasn't able to lock eyes with it. But I did see it for a second.
Pale pale skin. In the blueish glow, it seemed like white skin, but I bet a million bucks, it is more like grayish blue or green or whatever. But in this light, I saw white skin.
And it might sound like a cliche, but I know it to be true, and if it is repeated often enough, there is truth to it....sure enough had large black eyes. I could see the largeness of the black eyes when I first open my own eyes before I even started to get the courage to look more. It was the first thing I noticed even out of the corner of my eye.
So...I shut my eyes. Terrified. I cant move. My heart is beating so fast I think it will hear it.
All of a sudden I realize I am drifting off to sleep!!! Now...it is hard for me to explain the magnitude of this. I was TERRIFIED in my bed, FROZEN in fear, UNABLE to move, straining to hear every sound. then I start to fall asleep instantly....?? I snap back to full alertness in my mind. I am rolling it over in my head (obviously back to being terrified) How could I fall asleep in my terror? I remember even realizing that when I became sleepy, I had a very nice feeling....I was sleepy....and feeling that warm fuzzy feeling when you are safe in your bed...I remember being sleepy and feeling that going to sleep would feel so good and I almost did. The feeling was that good. But when I realized what was happening...I snapped awake.
I haven't opened my eyes again yet. My mind is going 100 miles an hour in terror. I am trying to calm myself down. I don't hear anything. I am trying to repeat to myself what my aunt told me over an over when I was scared...there's no such thing as monsters and ghosts, there's nothing there....I imagined it all....I am repeating these things to myself.
just when i had almost calmed down, my headboard connected to my bed bangs against the wall. Now I was frozen, my stomach in knots, unable to unclench my muscles out of fear....I didn't' move. That told me whatever I saw is still in my room and don't even bother to try to talk yourself out of it.
I remember when I heard that bang, my mind reeled with the significance of what it meant...now I remember jumping out of my bed and running down the hall to my grandparents room screaming, but I don't know how long I stayed in the bed.
That was it for the night. The next morning, my grandma was helping me zip up my jacket for school. My zipper was stuck at the bottom, she got it loose and zipped it up to my chin where I immediately yelled in pain. It was weird, I don't remember feeling pain on my chin until the zipper touched it. I felt under my chin and felt a line, like a cut. I went and looked in the mirror. Just underneath my chin is a 2 inch long red cut. It isn't bleeding, just red. And it is in a straight line. And it is RAISED. It went all the way across my chin.
This stumped my family. A cut of this size would have required stitches. This was something that my family would have known about. It was more than just a scratch or scrape. It was deep, you could tell by the way it was raised.
Today, as an adult, the scar is white, and still raised. And still goes all the way across my chin. It never got any smaller, just turned from red to white over time.
....another thing....I don't know if it is related or not. I went through a period around this same time...where I would have terrible nightmares, terrible ones that I couldn't quite describe, or I wouldn't remember what happened in the nightmare...but I remember having a terrible feeling that was growing and growing and I would wet the bed in fear. This happened several times over a couple weeks, far beyond the age I should have outgrown wetting the bed. This may just be what it seems to be...having childhood nightmares and wetting the bed. This could be totally unrelated. I have no idea either way. I only mention it because the nightmares terrified me even though I couldn't really remember them. They are just out of reach of remembering.
I believe that is all I have to share regarding that incident. I have always watched the sky. I believe we are being visited....no, I KNOW we are being visited. And I know that I can not convince a non believer. This sort of thing has to be experienced to be believed.
And it is my personal belief that these entities go to great lengths to conceal their activities. I theorize that they are telepathic and I overheard part of a word it spoke to itself/another being...and I speculate that it tried to put me back to sleep when it realized I was awake. I'm not sure by what methods it used, but when it was moving ever so slowly, it was very clear, it didn't want to move fast and therefore make my head turn and see it. And I further speculate that they use children because we aren't believed when we talk. (I say 'we' but I am 32 now Sure enough, I told my grandparents, who didn't believe me.
A few years ago, I was watching a UFO show. They have always fascinated me. A lady was talking about an abduction experience. I had heard and read about many. But I was struck when she talked about the blue haze in her room. She was trying unsuccessfully to describe the quality of the air. She wasn't able to quite put it into words. But I knew exactly what she was trying to say.
While this scared and excited me, it also warmed me inside to know that I am not alone. And even though most of the world is ignorant of what is going on, there are those out there that KNOW.
My aunt didn't believe my story. I told her that one day I would bring her proof. I told her that one day the world will know the truth.
I always watch the skies. Especially in the mornings or evenings during a sunset or sunrise and I scan the edges of the clouds. Once or twice I have seen an object way up there that is far away, but obviously an object of some kind that was stationary. Course both times I was driving and unable to stop and take a picture. There is this overpass on the freeway that gives a good view of the sunrise and I have seen a couple things way off in the distance that I wondered about and wished I had the time to investigate.
One other thing...one time I was at a car wash with my boyfriend. He was washing his truck and I was just walking around waiting for him to be done. It was night time with a full bright moon out. I wasn't even looking for something. But when I was just staring off into space thinking....something very LARGE passed in front of the moon blocking it out. It was silent. Spooky. My boyfriend blew me off. Didn't believe me.
Well, I think that is all I have to share at the moment. I intend to become active in UFO current events and I intend to become a MUFON field investigator. I am a professional in the workplace and I believe these skills can help me collect evidence and stories efficiently. This would be great fun for me, as well as interesting.
Thank you all for reading my story....which turned out rather long. I'd love to read any responses you may have.
Jenny Lowe
I am very excited to be here! I am looking forward to discussing the UFO subject with other believers. You all know the helplessness and feeling of powerlessness when you are trying to tell a skeptic your story and you can tell they don't believe you.
When I was a little girl, I had an experience I will never forget. I even carry a scar. Now, I do not believe I was 'abducted'.....not that I am aware however. I do believe I was visited in my bedroom late at night.
I was about 9 years old. (Now I personally believe they frequently choose children over adults to study because we are not likely to be believed if we told someone and are easier to subdue)
Several things happened...the first few things I am not sure they occurred on the same night or not. First I remember 2 different times waking up to my bed being shaken...like someone was trying to see if I was truly sound asleep or not.
2Secondly, I remember lying in bed at night with my eyes closed awake daydreaming about a boy I liked at school, and I was imaging myself talking to him....and all of a sudden....another voice spoke OVER my voice in my MIND. It was like.....close your eyes and imagine you are talking to someone, now imagine someone inter ups you.....I heard this voice with my mind and not my ears. It wasn't really a voice, but more like a brief sound...but it was enough to make me freeze and listen. but the sensation of hearing something with your mind and not my ears was weird.
next, I was sound asleep and something made a very loud noise in my ear (not my mind...regular hearing with my ears), at first I thought my brother yelled in my ear. I sat up, my room was quiet, my brother snoring in the next room, the middle of the night....nothing.
Now I know the loud noise in my ear happened for sure on the same night when I actually saw this thing.
Let me pause to say that while I always remembered these incidents, they happened when I was young and I didn't put all the incidents together until much later. I realized they were all connected. Also, I didn't realize the great significance of my experience until I heard someone else on TV describe her experience and there were disturbing similarities.
Moving on....I woke up in the middle of the night. It was silent in my room. I lie in bed wondering what woke me up. I realize that my night gown and my comforter were white instead of the girly pattern of .....pastel carebears or unicorns or whatever design I had at the time....I am looking at my gown and my bedclothes, they are white. But....I hold them up to my eyes and I see that they are not white, if I look close, I can see the faint designs on them. I realize this is because of the light in my room.
I began to be aware of a glow in my room. It was sort of like a black light, but not so intense. It was a dull blueish color and the air was heavy. It was a strange sensation.
I am still examining my gown (unmoving in the bed) and I see my comforter is pulled down a little by my feet. My eyes immediately go to it and I freeze. My feet were not moving at all, I was not moving at all when this happened. I shut my eyes, scared. I open them again and in this blue glow in my room, I realize there is movement. My eyes are looking to the left and I realize there is a...being...or figure of some sort on my right by my feet sort of leaning over my bed. Out of the corner of my eyes, I see that it is slowly moving backwards. Its hands had been reaching over my bed, and this figure still has its hands stretched out...but I got the impression that it had froze too when it realized I was awake. It is very slowly moving backwards....sort of like....If I move slowly, maybe she wont see me.
I know I must look at it. I slowly am rolling my eyes over to it, dreading what I will see but unable to stop myself. Soon as I see its hands and arms, I shut my eyes. I wasn't able to lock eyes with it. But I did see it for a second.
Pale pale skin. In the blueish glow, it seemed like white skin, but I bet a million bucks, it is more like grayish blue or green or whatever. But in this light, I saw white skin.
And it might sound like a cliche, but I know it to be true, and if it is repeated often enough, there is truth to it....sure enough had large black eyes. I could see the largeness of the black eyes when I first open my own eyes before I even started to get the courage to look more. It was the first thing I noticed even out of the corner of my eye.
So...I shut my eyes. Terrified. I cant move. My heart is beating so fast I think it will hear it.
All of a sudden I realize I am drifting off to sleep!!! Now...it is hard for me to explain the magnitude of this. I was TERRIFIED in my bed, FROZEN in fear, UNABLE to move, straining to hear every sound. then I start to fall asleep instantly....?? I snap back to full alertness in my mind. I am rolling it over in my head (obviously back to being terrified) How could I fall asleep in my terror? I remember even realizing that when I became sleepy, I had a very nice feeling....I was sleepy....and feeling that warm fuzzy feeling when you are safe in your bed...I remember being sleepy and feeling that going to sleep would feel so good and I almost did. The feeling was that good. But when I realized what was happening...I snapped awake.
I haven't opened my eyes again yet. My mind is going 100 miles an hour in terror. I am trying to calm myself down. I don't hear anything. I am trying to repeat to myself what my aunt told me over an over when I was scared...there's no such thing as monsters and ghosts, there's nothing there....I imagined it all....I am repeating these things to myself.
just when i had almost calmed down, my headboard connected to my bed bangs against the wall. Now I was frozen, my stomach in knots, unable to unclench my muscles out of fear....I didn't' move. That told me whatever I saw is still in my room and don't even bother to try to talk yourself out of it.
I remember when I heard that bang, my mind reeled with the significance of what it meant...now I remember jumping out of my bed and running down the hall to my grandparents room screaming, but I don't know how long I stayed in the bed.
That was it for the night. The next morning, my grandma was helping me zip up my jacket for school. My zipper was stuck at the bottom, she got it loose and zipped it up to my chin where I immediately yelled in pain. It was weird, I don't remember feeling pain on my chin until the zipper touched it. I felt under my chin and felt a line, like a cut. I went and looked in the mirror. Just underneath my chin is a 2 inch long red cut. It isn't bleeding, just red. And it is in a straight line. And it is RAISED. It went all the way across my chin.
This stumped my family. A cut of this size would have required stitches. This was something that my family would have known about. It was more than just a scratch or scrape. It was deep, you could tell by the way it was raised.
Today, as an adult, the scar is white, and still raised. And still goes all the way across my chin. It never got any smaller, just turned from red to white over time.
....another thing....I don't know if it is related or not. I went through a period around this same time...where I would have terrible nightmares, terrible ones that I couldn't quite describe, or I wouldn't remember what happened in the nightmare...but I remember having a terrible feeling that was growing and growing and I would wet the bed in fear. This happened several times over a couple weeks, far beyond the age I should have outgrown wetting the bed. This may just be what it seems to be...having childhood nightmares and wetting the bed. This could be totally unrelated. I have no idea either way. I only mention it because the nightmares terrified me even though I couldn't really remember them. They are just out of reach of remembering.
I believe that is all I have to share regarding that incident. I have always watched the sky. I believe we are being visited....no, I KNOW we are being visited. And I know that I can not convince a non believer. This sort of thing has to be experienced to be believed.
And it is my personal belief that these entities go to great lengths to conceal their activities. I theorize that they are telepathic and I overheard part of a word it spoke to itself/another being...and I speculate that it tried to put me back to sleep when it realized I was awake. I'm not sure by what methods it used, but when it was moving ever so slowly, it was very clear, it didn't want to move fast and therefore make my head turn and see it. And I further speculate that they use children because we aren't believed when we talk. (I say 'we' but I am 32 now Sure enough, I told my grandparents, who didn't believe me.
A few years ago, I was watching a UFO show. They have always fascinated me. A lady was talking about an abduction experience. I had heard and read about many. But I was struck when she talked about the blue haze in her room. She was trying unsuccessfully to describe the quality of the air. She wasn't able to quite put it into words. But I knew exactly what she was trying to say.
While this scared and excited me, it also warmed me inside to know that I am not alone. And even though most of the world is ignorant of what is going on, there are those out there that KNOW.
My aunt didn't believe my story. I told her that one day I would bring her proof. I told her that one day the world will know the truth.
I always watch the skies. Especially in the mornings or evenings during a sunset or sunrise and I scan the edges of the clouds. Once or twice I have seen an object way up there that is far away, but obviously an object of some kind that was stationary. Course both times I was driving and unable to stop and take a picture. There is this overpass on the freeway that gives a good view of the sunrise and I have seen a couple things way off in the distance that I wondered about and wished I had the time to investigate.
One other thing...one time I was at a car wash with my boyfriend. He was washing his truck and I was just walking around waiting for him to be done. It was night time with a full bright moon out. I wasn't even looking for something. But when I was just staring off into space thinking....something very LARGE passed in front of the moon blocking it out. It was silent. Spooky. My boyfriend blew me off. Didn't believe me.
Well, I think that is all I have to share at the moment. I intend to become active in UFO current events and I intend to become a MUFON field investigator. I am a professional in the workplace and I believe these skills can help me collect evidence and stories efficiently. This would be great fun for me, as well as interesting.
Thank you all for reading my story....which turned out rather long. I'd love to read any responses you may have.
Jenny Lowe